The Sweetness of Health

It's infinitely true that well-being is really really an utmost vital thing in our lives. Again and again, I revised Forty Hadith (Hadith Arbain) put together by Imam Nawawi. It struck me over and over thinking that almost everyday in my lives, those hadith reminds me to become a true muslim. Yup. Not everyone knows what was and is hidden inside my heart, but me and my creator.

Me, being a kind of secretive person sometimes need someone to understand the kind of water I am in, but not everything been told off. Reminiscing how ecstatic I was before going back to Malaysia, thinking that I'll be able to meet my family, friends, to do many things and so on, now I felt dull. Not because I'm not able to do many stuffs, but feeling scared of the upcoming future.

Some people said I am actively involved in programs during this summer. But in fact, almost in many occasions I will always giving excuses not to involve. Not many really knows the reasons why, and I never really told the reasons. I just want to cherish all the moments during this summer to make my parents happy. I would spend thousands of ringgit just to put them in even slight ease of mind if that's what can give them peace of mind.

I hope...I really hope that I could see you again for the next summer. Thank you for all your love. It can never be replaced. May Allah helps you endeavour through your journey of life; a journey loaded with tonnes of pointed broken glasses. jzkk T.T

Allah said in the Quran [Al-A'raf 7:57-58] :

" Say, "O Allah , Owner of Sovereignty, You give sovereignty to whom You will and You take sovereignty away from whom You will. You honor whom You will and You humble whom You will. In Your hand is [all] good. Indeed, You are over all things competent.

You cause the night to enter the day, and You cause the day to enter the night; and You bring the living out of the dead, and You bring the dead out of the living. And You give provision to whom You will without account." "

O Allah, what a worldly test you decided upon your weak creation. Now I know how sweet health is. T_T

...sickness comes on horseback but departs on foot...

...however from the bitterness of diseases, we learn the sweetness of health...